Matty's POV
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Once you show a girl where you live, she will always remember. And with Olivia, I'm second guessing myself. She did pursue me rather obsessively in the beginning and usually this would be too risky. Yet here I am pulling up onto the gravel driveway, the headlights illuminating the house before I turn the 4x4 off.
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I get out of the car, and head on over to her side. I always open doors for women, it's my way. She looks shocked but I have to have my best behaviour and charm on right now.
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Casually I walk up to the double porch, unlock it and then open the internal door stepping aside to allow her in first.
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Although Ross' house isn't fancy like Taylor's, it's still a semi detached and the open plan living space is both comfortable and modern. There is an open fire which we never use. A huge flatscreen and grey linen sofas.
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The first thing I do is offer her a drink, wine or beer. She asks for a glass of red and I head into the large kitchen to get it. Ross has a wine rack and I search through for a suitable red wine. Having selected one I get two glasses and pour.
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"This is a nice kitchen" she smiles and I jump slightly, not realising she had followed me in.
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"Yeah" I say non-committing, she eyes up the American style fridge with the ice cube dispenser, it's bright red. Quite retro and funky, against the white granite work tops. It stands out.
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She glances at the collection of pictures Ross has stuck to it, using magnets. I almost balk remembering the snap he has on there of all of us at a house party. Myself and Taylor were together then, most probably the strongest our relationship has been ever. My arms around her back, her body angled into my own. Ross on her other side with Rachel, no Jay in sight.
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Olivia's eyes sweep over it as I hand her a glass of red wine and she thanks me. Eyes returning to the picture immediately.
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"Ross is standing up, I've never seen it" she laughs and it takes me by surprise.
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"Yeah" I chuckle. I take a look at the various other pictures, most of them involving Taylor. There's even one of the fancy dress party we attended together before she broke it off with me. Entirely my own fault of course, Jen had exposed that I had been betting with Ross, on who could get with her first. It was horrific, she stormed out crying and refused to speak with me for around two weeks.
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I glance at her in her bunny costume, this was taken before the drama. My arms around her again, kissing her cheek, Jay holding a glass of whiskey eyeing her from afar. Ross clinking bottles with Ryan. I remember what she had said to me directly after it had been taken; please take me home, Matthew. She'd said sweetly, and if only I had perhaps we could have avoided the heartbreak.
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I pace back through to the living room and begin starting a fire, it's not cold but I need to be busy. Olivia follows me with her wine and slips off the crocs. Takes a seat on the sofa and just watches me, I turn the speaker on and it begins playing some soft emotional rock music that Ross likes.
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"Matty" she says and I turn to face her lighting up a cigarette. I saunter over to her satisfied with my fire. Placing my cigarette in the ash tray, I pull my shirt off in front of her and she looks at me gobsmacked. I'm pretty built, not like Jay, but impressive all the same. I pick up my smoke again inhale and take a seat next to her.
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"Olivia" I reply softly taking a drag, waiting for her next comment.
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"It's going to take time for you to be over this" she says, and I switch off. I'm not having this conversation with somebody that doesn't even know me.
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I place my cigarette down in the ash tray, sip my wine and face her. I kiss her first and she sets her wine down on the floor.
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"But" she says softly.
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"Let's not talk" I smirk at her placing my finger on her lips.
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I kiss her again, more forcefully this time. Leaning into her as she rests back on the sofa lengthways. She responds her hands travelling up my sides. I close my eyes, not looking at her at all. She lays straight and I straddle her hips.
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"Matthew" she says and I open my eyes. Please don't call me that.
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"Just Matty" I say softly. I pull back regarding her and she smiles.
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"I've..." she begins and I'm done listening. I kiss her again my lips travelling down her neck, I unbutton her uniform and she gasps. Feeling my lips everywhere and my hands on her.
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"Matty" she says and I open my eyes briefly: it's not Taylor so I close them tight again.
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Once I've undone her blue work jacket I look down at her briefly.
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"You all good" I ask and she nods. Just bursting with passion, aren't we?
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"Yes" she replies softly looking up at me. She's wearing a light grey bra and it doesn't interest me at all. I unfasten my Levi's and stand up pulling them down revealing my boxers. She tries her best not to stare but she ends up doing just that.
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Olivia whilst laying down sashays her trousers over her hips and looks up at me self consciously. My mind goes into crisis, temporarily worrying about whether I can get hard, and remain hard for the duration of this. She holds onto her body as if to conceal herself and I feel like a heartless bastard.
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"Hey" I say softly, scooping my hair back and taking a last drag on the cigarette.
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"If you don't want to" I begin and she protests.
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I climb back on top and she watches me. Green eyes staring into my own, and this is wrong on so many levels.
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"Why are you covering yourself" I say looking into her eyes.
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"Because" she says vulnerably.
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"Because..." I smirk and she smiles.
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"Because I'm average and you're well you" she says and part of me feels awful like I'm taking advantage. The nice side of me, tells me to back off and leave this woman alone. The bad side tells me that I must succeed in my conquest.
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"And nobody has seen me" she whispers; her cheeks reddening.
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"Olivia have you?" I say wincing, sitting up slightly.
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"Have you? You know?" I add not wanting to ask her outright if she's a virgin.
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"Oh" she says and she blushes, it's the most vulnerable I've ever seen her. No way, she's older than me and hasn't had a sexual relationship.
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"I've never done this before, no" she says and she looks up at me, on top of her. I push my hair back, deliberating. Frustration evident in my movements.
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Losing your virginity, should be special. It should be with somebody that cares about you; somebody you know and trust. Somebody that wants you just as much as you want them. Not somebody like me, who wants her just to prove a point.
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"Is that a problem" she says breaking my thoughts and I look down at her, how can I rob her of one of the most defining moments in a females life?
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"Honestly Matty, I'm ready" she says, pleading with me. I cannot let her cry, her eyes are glassing over because she thinks I'm put off. She is sensing that I don't want her.
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I kiss her slowly on the lips and she relaxes underneath me.
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"I'm the first" I whisper in her ear.
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"The first to see you" I finish, kissing down her neck and over her bra, most probably an a cup. I think to myself idly. I kiss down her pale, white stomach and linger looking up at her.
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I kiss over her grey panties and she keeps her legs clamped shut. I'm trying here Olivia, I think to myself, to at least try and make this special for you.
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"It will help if you're turned on, with the inevitable discomfort" I say softly.
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"Yeah" she says softly. Olivia could meet a man her own age and fall in love with him and he would treat her nicely as he took her for the first time, he would love her. Unlike me. I consider aborting mission, just temporarily.
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"Okay" I whisper, standing and she looks up at me worried.
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I lift her up off of the sofa and carry her up the stairs. Sheets are easier to clean than upholstery I rationalise.
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I set her down on the double bed and she obeys me not moving. I take my boxers off standing in front of her and her eyes widen in shock looking at me. I'm guessing she hasn't seen an erect male before.
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"I'm gonna go slow" I tell her climbing on top.
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She nods and looking down at her, I beg myself to keep my erection just so I don't look like a failure. She's kept her bra on, and she's still holding onto herself. Hiding. I put on some lube reaching down, I work her with my fingers first.
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"Okay?" I ask her and she opens her eyes again looking at me.
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"You haven't even?" I ask as she gets breathless.
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"Touched yourself like this" I ask her and she smirks.
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"No" she answers cheeks blushing. I take her hand in my own and guide it over to where I'm touching her. Once I'm sure that she knows what's she doing I remove my hand.
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Slowly whilst her hand works her G spot just like I showed her. I rest the tip of myself against her. Theres no give at all and I circle my hips slightly to ease myself in.
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"You haven't even slipped one finger" I whisper in her ear leaning down closer. I nibble her ear and she smiles relaxing ever so slightly.
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"I'm going to just slip" I say softly in her ear.
I kiss down her tummy checking in and looking up at her to see if she's okay. I rest my head near her hips and looking up at her I completely remove her underwear.
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"Just a finger first" I say kneeling up in my boxers and sipping my wine.
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"You sure you're okay" I ask her, why am I being so nice? I don't even care about her. Not really, I guess I'm not totally heartless.
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"Yes, Matty" she says and I smile before resting my head between her legs and kissing her lightly whilst tenderly pushing one finger inside of her.
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She gasps at my kisses and my tongue, saying my name and I can feel her getting less tense, losing herself.
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"Okay, Olivia?" I ask.
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"Mmmmm" she replies and I chuckle.
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Pulling her hips into me, I take her fully in my mouth and utilise a second finger.
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"Olivia" I moan and she's lost for words.
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"I'm going to give you myself now" I tell her and she sighs. I sit up again and grab my wine, sipping it as she lays back watching me.
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I took Taylor's virginity too. Having sex with her for the first time was euphoric; because I was madly in love with her. Because taking her virginity, was right. I cared about her, she trusted me implicitly. I was the first ever person she had sex with. Not Jay.
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This is necessary, I tell myself gently pushing into Olivia. This is essential if Jay is going to drop his guard around us again. If Jay decides I've moved on, he won't feel threatened. He gave me the idea after all, expressing that I should just fuck the nurse on our phone call. So that is exactly what I'm doing. I'm just fucking her.
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"How is it" she asks me, insecure tone to her voice. I must look pretty tense and serious.
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"Wonderful" I lie and she smiles slightly relaxing.
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The upshot of this is that she probably will have no idea whether I get off or not, with it being her first time ever.
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"Are you okay ?" I add, in order to check in with her.
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"Yeah it's actually fine" she says and I guess that's praise?
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I lean down closer to her and kiss her. Keeping my movements slow and steady.
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"Olivia" I whisper and her eyes meet mine.
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"I'm going to give you your first ever orgasm" I tell her and I mean it.
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She nods and I smile, moving my lips to her chest. I move the boring grey bra out of the way and kiss her there. She moans and I smile to myself.
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"How is it now" I smile and she looks at me breathlessly.
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"Good huh?" I smile and I move quicker.
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"Matty" she moans and I can feel her releasing all of the tension and letting go.
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I slow down holding onto her hips, and she arches her back.
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"Mmm" I say as she moans.
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"Good girl" I tell her as she finishes and I pull out of her.
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As she gets her breath back I lay down next to her, light up a cigarette and pass it to her. She takes it and thanks me. I light up my own and rest back. I didn't finish, not even close, but I am sure of one thing. Olivia will be a key part in my quest to get my life back.
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